it has been a pretty long time since i last posted here...
well to start things off, i think i am really fortunate to be in my position now although i was really complaining alot about my posting a week ago, till an extent i think it was very repetitive and irritating too. but thank God i finally realised although it wasnt my preferred posting, i still have to thank God as everything has a plan and His ways are higher than my ways.
In order to give some background, i felt i had encountered 3 setbacks this year, firstly was A's then my bmt posting and later my unit posting. Well, i was really upset for these 3 situations but found out that it wasnt that bad... prayed to God for accepting this as his will etc.
I also saw something that made me realise how fortunate i am. i often think about the people ard the world who do not have enough to eat or a shelter to live, or that my fellow friends are posted to units which are very shiong and may even burn their weekends while im here living a relatively relaxed life although sometimes the job can get pretty routine. yeah. and i also realised my family financial standing is above avg. one day after camp, although we were dismissed early, i was feeling so sian and hence took a cab home. then later at night, while walking home, i came across this family of 4, the kids are like 4 5 years old. The dad flagged down a cab and wanted the family to board it, then the mum said not to as it is expensive, the kids echoed this to the dad and he didnt take it. Looking at this family, it really made me touch my heart and ask myself why the hell am i complaining about the world and my situation, i didnt even hesitate to take the cab for my OWN satisfaction while the dad has to forego the cab journey which was, i suppose, for the comfort of his children.
and i realise throughout my journey in life, i really have close friends who can listen to me and talk to me on a very personal level and i really appreciate that.
i realise im very egoistic too! i hope tt wont be too bad either :P
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